I Forgot..
I forgot what happiness felt like..until last night! WOW! Life is so exciting!! I honestly haven't felt this amazing..in..a loooooooong time.To all those people who need fire starters, the perfect wood and no wind to create an amazing fire..learn from the pros. First you start with some sweat pants and a t-shirt and a wee little lighter..the rest is history.
Me and Ashleigh spent some time by the river yesterday at a firepit getting rid of all of the evidence of how stupid we have been in the past. March 15th, is our new birthdays. Most amazing feeling ever. Just being DONE, and having no excuse to look back. I woke up today and just felt GREAT! This is going to the best rest of my life ever. The smell of freedom is still on my coat, and hair but it is glorious!
We both thought we would be really sad, and have a hard time, but it was great. We reminised (spelling!?!?), laughed, thought about crying but didn't, got out a little anger, yelled, laughed some more and finished the evening with Moxie sized bellini's! YUM!
However, one thing I will never ever as long as I live forget is the moment straight from a horror movie. I threw a teddy bear into the fire, face first, it flips over and is looking at us with its flaming face and feet. I screamed and then almost died laughing. Terrifying.
What a beautiful day. Tonight is possibly the greatest concert I will ever attend, this weekend has lot of fun filled options, and life is new again, and the string that I've been holding onto for the past six years...well, it's in the firepit by the river.
posted by Susan @ 12:19 PM
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